Monday, January 18, 2010
Dearest pek, you know how important you are to me. im sorry i ever neglected you, im still learning too. im not exactly the best girlfriend to have, i tend to get carried away with things. but 12 years - they're irreplaceable. i know it hurts you to see me like this, half the time i dont know what im doing too. i want fion back as badly as you do, but pek, i've long forgotten how it feels to be precious.
It's a beautiful disguise.